there's something about my life
that most of my friends doenst know
its hard living my life
my ex gf thinks im a failure
i didnt fullfilled my needs to be done
i didnt make her happy
at all
and i starting to hate myself too like how she's hating me
....
i shall stop bragging about her
my life suck big time
i can never be nice or i can never make
someone happy when they are with me
just whats wrong with me ?
am i that bad ?
yes i am
my own friends are better than me
i can never find someone who can tolerate  me
i gave up with myself
i can never be good
people will never believe me
why is it so hard leading my life ?
why cant i just be happy with someone
whom i can love and love me back dearly ?
enough said
im afraid to go in another relationship
cos im afraid that ive been played again
twice is enough
and i dont wanna be in love again
love hit me like a bowling that hits the pin down
it hit me hard
and i can just fall flat on my face
thanks for letting me know that you hate me
and making me realise that im a big time failure